Fuuuck

I've always been a pessimist. Its whats gotten me through the years. But all this changed upon returning from New York. And its this change of attitude that has gotten me in to the predicament I'm in now. I was so caught up in the moment and all the good things happening to me that I forgot to plan for rainy days. Now i find myself trying to make due for rent at two places, tuition, a car payment, insurance and all the ect bills.Lesson learned never deviate from whats worked for you your entire life. Life isn't always great so even when it is you have to always have a back up plan for rainy days such as today.